Everytime before a chemo happens I hit a breaking point and with every chemo the impact of the breaking point just increases this time to a level that I don’t want to take the chemo at all. I am really dreading it. Yes, the whole world has told me go for it, it’s the last one but my body just repels it. It has told me already you take in another chemo and see the way I react. I can feel every bit of it. The worst part is there is no escape there is no alternate way. You either give all of yourself to live or this bug will again spread. So with a very heavy heart and a broken body I fight for the last time to hopefully be free for a life time. The inside me is always scared. 22 years and chemo 9 that too for two continuous days. What can I say – BRING IT ON.
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